strawberry · fields · forever...

Work, school, my friends, and my priorities have occupied my life since the last I came here, and every time I come back here, I always find myself in disgust or find this journal humourous with my journal entries that I have forgotten in anything I ever wrote about.



Rummaging through this journal reflects a lot on my previous relationships or anything in regards to men for that matter. And yeah, I like to date many individuals as much as I can especially with my current status, and I think I have all the right to do so. And most importantly, I enjoy it for the pleasure and fun I get. Not sexually of course, but the fun of enjoying a single person's life.

I question myself ...do I want a boyfriend or do I not? When I am asked this question my answer is always no merely because I really like what I have, I really enjoy my freedom. But there are moments when I know I can get a bit lonely at night and I want a cute texting buddy where I can get giggles and butterflies for over a flirtatious text message, but I do not want a clingy individual who needs reassurance every hour or two. But then when certain individuals come back into my life I get excited but then I never know what I truly want. And with that being said, I guess I am really content the way I am.